Decided is Really Really Hard

i had decide it finally.

i choose Indonesia University in my snmptn undangan form.

option 1 - Ilmu Ekonomi

option 2 - Administrasi Negara

i knew it from the very first time that this could be so hard. before i decide this, i almost want to choose Padjajaran University. but, i dont know, it's just like i dont want it. my heart dont want to accept it. so, finally with all-of-the-courage-that-i-got, i choose UI for sure.

and i will never regret it. well, i hope so.

Ya Allah please please please i beg you, i want this university so much. i just want to make my parents proud of me and make them happy. i wanna repay for all the things that they gave to me, and i think this could be the way to do it. i know there are sooo many students like me that have the same hope like this. but please, Ya Allah i beg you let me be the one who will wear that yellow jacket, i promise i will study seriously, really. but it depends on you, God. i am nothing without you. whatever it is, i hope it will be the best way that will happen to me. amiiin :'D